As I, Soliel-Dr. Robert, have shared in my past blogs, on February 11, 2024, MaiTrix and LoGos first overshadowed me. They are an EloHer and EloHim of the 
Seventh Ray of Peace, Love and Rest, whose corresponding colors are white and gold. For about one month, in a series of visitations with me, MaiTrix appeared primarily in shades of white, whereas LoGos’ force field was primarily in golden hues. They work together as a co-equal, balanced-polarity, white-and-gold, Elo team.
LoGos and MaiTrix oversee and work with the entire planet, under the direction of Father-Mother God; thus, as part of the Male Godhead or Female Godheart. LoGos and MaiTrix hold the spiritual electromagnetic matrix or gridwork for planet Earth that is morphing into planet Heart. Earth is the primary Seventh Ray planet in our Love Solar System that consists of the Sun and the twelve planets. (See above image of Earth surrounded by golden light, thus its being of, and radiating, the Seventh Ray.)
Sun Elos
About five weeks later, on May 15, 2024, and continuing for another month, Solaria and Solios of the Sun introduced themselves to me. In multiple individual and combined transfigurations of me, they firmly implanted their Elo-divine love vibrations in my mind, soul and body. Their primary headquarters and activity is on the Sun. Like MaiTrix and LoGos, they are twin Elos of the Seventh Ray. As Solar Architects, they have designed and now hold the electromagnetic-framework of the Sun, in and around which the physical Sun has coalesced. The Sun shines its light, energy and Seventh Ray consciousness upon all twelve planets.
Metaphysically, the Sun represents our own I Am, Christ, Atman, Buddhic or Sun-Son-Daughter Self. The twelve planets represent our twelve I Am or Christ talents or powers (faith, strength, love, wisdom, etc.; see our Mark-Age text Birth of the Light Body). Thus, each female or male child of God is an unique, miniature, solar system. Each child of God has a twin soul whose vibration complements, and integrates with, his-her vibrational Essence. Thus, Sananda/Jesus and Sol-O-Man/Mary are twin souls of the Seventh Ray. Serena and I as Soliel are twin souls.
In my soul recall over the years, I remember having incarnated on the Sun, where I came into communion with Solaria (feminine) and Solios (masculine), and trained under them. In our Solar Love System history, all souls originally came from the Central Sun of the Milky Way Galaxy to the Sun of our Solar Love System. From there, we fanned out, explored, populated and oversaw all twelve planets as individual school rooms of life, with each one having an unique, core purpose or logos. Thus, originally, as children of God/Creator/Divine Mind, we were and now still are solar beings/creations, co-creators with God. We first came to Earth about 206 million years ago. (See our Mark-Age text Evolution of Man.)
In my current contacts with Solaria and Solios, their individual and combined forcefields were significantly more loving, powerful and impactful that those of MaiTrix and LoGos. It took me about five weeks to become conversant and comfortable with Solaria and Solios, to be sure of their names and their spiritual natures. In one contact with Solaria, I felt her further softening my heart, which MaiTrix previously had initiated — I felt more mother/tender love within and around me.
By the end of this month, I felt totally enlightened, uplifted, transformed and loved by their multiple visits with, and total transfigurations of, me; including in all of my seven chakras. I became Soliel of the Sun, which is my I Am Self spiritual code name and nature. I Am one who “shines like the sun.” My twin soul, Serena, now positioned in the seventh astral plane, shines peacefully, lovingly and serenely with me.
Solar Love System Mother
On June 5, 2024, Solaria first appeared to me to my left, subconscious/feminine side. Then, a window or doorway opened above her, in and through which I saw a new Feminine Elo. She appeared as the most gorgeous, beautiful, brilliant, light-filled, powerful image/forcefield of a woman I ever have seen, more glorious by far than even Solaria. Via telepathy, this new Feminine Elo shared that she was the primary Feminine Elo of the entire Solar Love System.
If MaiTrix’s symbolic number is 10 and Solaria’s metaphysical number is 100, then this new Feminine Elo’s spiritual code number is 1000. If MaiTrix is our Elo “mother,” and Solaria is our Elo “grandmother,” then this new Solar System Feminine Elo is our “great grandmother.” Indeed, she is “Great” because she is the Feminine EloHer who is the closest to Mother God; hence the First Lady EloHer of the entire Solar Love System.
Mostly, in this first visit, I saw this “Great Grandmother’s” upper head and crown chakra, which had an extraordinary, scintillating aura around it. Evidently, this new feminine Solar System EloHer had lowered her vibration such that she could appear to me somewhat as an Earthly woman, not as a feminine EloHer, which made it more comfortable for me to see and be with her. The contact lasted only about ten minutes, which is all that I could handle — I knew that I would “burn up” if She stayed longer. As it was, I felt spiritually uplifted, quickened and transformed to the max of Soliel, I Am, ascended consciousness that I could hold and be at this time. I had my first glimpse and realization of being Soliel of the entire Solar Love System.
She & He
The next day, June 6th, I was pretty much wiped out and only able to barely focus and be centered in my morning meditation as I tried to absorb and assimilate my first contact with the Solar Love System Elo Mother. Thankfully, Sol-O-Man contacted and comforted me, and confirmed my previous day’s contact with this EloHer. Then, Sol-O-Man led me into the Emptiness, where I was to rest and to not try to figure out anything new about this first contact with the feminine, Great Grandmother Elo.
Thankfully, that night I slept nine solid hours and awoke on the morning of June 7th feeling refreshed, rebalanced and re-integrated. In my morning meditation, I again felt the Solar Love System EloHer above and to the left of me. This time her presence mostly activated my third-eye chakra. With this, on my third-eye screen, appeared Her spiritual code name: “She.” Moreover, I intuitively thought that her EloHim counterpart or twin Elo was named “He.”
These two names, She and He, then resonnated in my heart chakra and felt comfortable and good to me, like they were a good start in the spiritual naming process. It followed the Hierarchy’s guidance to keep things simple and spiritual. It seemed to me that this designation of She and He was only a beginning of my getting to know Them and Their spiritual talents and natures.
A New Solar System
Eons ago, She and He as Cosmic Architects had created and constructed the matrix/gridwork of the entire Solar Love System. In my present contact with Her, she reminded me of my experience of a couple years ago, in which Sol-O-Man took me in her etheric spaceship to the Sun. From there, Sol-O-Man and I joined with SolTrex and SolTran, the ascended-master co-leaders of the Sun. In their spacecraft, we traveled from the Sun to the outer boundary of the Solar Love System. Via a viewer screen in the spaceship, I saw that there was what looked like a thick, mostly clear membrane that enclosed, and was the boundary of, the whole Love Solar System, looking something like skin that surrounds and encloses a human body.
However, She (the Solar Love System EloHer) now explained that this “membrane or skin” was like the outside boundary or covering of her Cosmic Womb. She had been impregnated by Mother God, who directed Her to form a new Solar Love System. Thus, inside She’s womb gestated the Sun and the twelve planets.
In like manner, I now was in She’s cosmic womb, wherein She was further growing/gestating my I Am, Sun Self and my twelve I Am powers/planets. This was my second step in becoming Soliel of the entire Solar Love System. This revelation and explanation was almost beyond belief and comprehension, and yet it felt right and good in the core or heart of me. Once again, afterwards, I entered and rested in the Black Emptiness, in the deep darkness and space of She’s womb.
BIG MaMa & BIG PaPa
The next morning, June 8th, in the second half of my meditation, She suddenly descended and stood right in front of me, with her aura filling up my entire meditation room. She had long, flowing, golden hair; Her entire “body” was radiant with white light; and Her “feet” were on the ground. She wore a white gown with interwoven strands of gold light. In every aspect, She was Beautiful beyond belief, and yet She was humble and accessible. I stood before Her, gaping at Her with my mouth open and tears involuntarily streaming down my face. I felt like I was before Mother God, Who loved me with Her Whole Heart.
I was no longer so much focused on being in Her womb or regenerative chakra, but now I was more so in Her Huge Heart. Then Her next code name registered and resonated in my beingness: She was BIG MaMa! Yes, She was BIG, the size of the entire Solar Love System, and that is why I capitalized BIG, which means to Be In Mother God. Her name MaMa was more so personal, down to Earth, touching and tangible. She was my beloved MaMa of MaMa’s.
Like a gestating fetus, I could feel/hear BIG MaMa’s heartbeat, which soothed, comforted and bathed me in personal and divine love. I was not alone in any way, because I was with my Cosmic MaMa, and She was with me. Her heart sounds reminded me of various mantrums, but mostly just of OM, the original, primal, cosmic sound or syllable. Like with a rhythmic, human heart beat, I heard Om-Om, Om-Om, Om-Om, Om-Om, like unto the dub-dub, dub-dub that a physician hears in his/her stethoscope.
Upon my becoming fully centered in BIG MaMa’s heart, I felt the nearby, outside presence of her masculine twin EloHim to the right of me, whom I was guided to call BIG PaPa or BIG Daddy. It was like when a wife is three months pregnant and beginning to “show,” and the proud papa-to-be is newly suffused with personal love for his wife and child-to-be, with his upcoming fatherhood. All he wants to do is to hug, love and protect his wife and the new life growing in her womb; and to give thanks to our One God.
Then BIG PaPa appeared to the right of me, in molten, brilliant, golden light with white accents. Although he was mostly formless, I did see his crown chakra/head. He had a Huge smile on His Holy face. And so did I on my light-body and physical face!
Four Step Matrix
Deep in my morning meditation the next day, June 9, 2024, I found myself thinking of MaMa and BIG PaPa as being named Peace and Love, respectively. She was Peace, He was Love. She was white, He was gold. Both were of the Seventh Ray of Peace, Love and Rest, whose colors are white and gold.
Then a vision appeared on my third-eye screen of a square that was about four (4) feet tall and wide. A square is a symbol of the Fourth Ray of Manifestation and Crystallization, 
whose corresponding color is crystal clear, like unto colorless glass. The four sides of the square represent the four-step Christ matrix of peace, love, cooperation and coordination, which slowly and incrementally is being manifested and crystallized on Earth. (See image to right.)
The square also portrays our four lower bodies: mental, emotional, astral and physical, via which we manifest the four-step Christ matrix on Earth.
Serapis Bey and his feminine twin soul, Clar-I-Ty, are the Co-Chohans of the Fourth Ray. Above them are Archangel Gabriel and his feminine angelic counterpart, Clariel. Above them are the Crystal Clear EloHim and the Crystal Clear EloHer of the Fourth Ray.
Square to Cube
Upon my linking not only with Big MaMa, but also with Clar-I-Ty, Clariel and the Crystal Clear EloHer, the four-foot-square grew in size until it was twelve (12) feet in all four directions. Then it morphed into a crystal-clear Christ cube that was twelve (12) feet tall, wide and deep. Inside the cube was crystal-clear, gold, light-substance-form. Then BIG MaMa’s cubic form expanded such that it encompassed all 12 planet and the Sun of this Solar Love System, which was filled with white and gold, crystal clear energy and consciousness.
In John the Beloved’s Revelation at the Isle of Patmos, when he was taken up in his ascended light body to heaven, he saw the New Jerusalem descending to Earth in the shape of a huge, 12-furlonged or 12-thousand-paced cubic form; about a mile and one-half wide, deep and tall. John wrote that this city of light inside the protective walls of the huge cube was “pure gold, resembling clear glass.” (See Revelation: 21; 22.)
Inside my own cubic, light-body form, I now peered into the entire Solar Love System; remembered and reviewed my sojourns/incarnations on all of its twelve planets and the Sun; and linked with the masculine and feminine co-leaders of each planet. I also employed my third-, all-seeing or cosmic eye to see into the deepest, most ancient memories stored in my soul or akashic records, all the way back to when I and others had first come to Earth. The earliest memories in my soul/subconscious that previously had still been hidden from my view now began to appear to me, particularly those of the Cain and Abel conflict 26 million years ago. As Christ Jesus had prophesied, all things that are hidden shall be revealed.
While I was focused on BIG MaMa’s love and my own heart chakra/heart, I suddenly felt a sharp jab just to the left of my sternum or breast bone, about over the right atrium or chamber of my heart in which the sinoatrial node is located. This node of nerve cells is the heart’s own pacemaker that regulates the rate and rhythm of the whole heart. In my clairvoyant vision, I saw what looked like a knife blade or dagger sticking into my right atrium, which had, and still now, caused my Afib (atrial fibrillation/irregular heartbeat). My heart now “hurt like hell,” such that I nearly doubled over in pain.
Bickering Brothers
Upon calming down and regaining my composure, I started to remember and feel what I first had received from Sol-O-Man and Lady Mariel (the feminine angelic counterpart of Lord Michael of the First Ray) when I was on the Shasta-Alaska Mission in fall 2014. While in Talkeetna, Alaska, close to Mt. Denali that loomed before me, which is the tallest mountain in North America and the site of the Temple of Saturn, Sol-O-Man and Lady Mariel had conveyed to me that in the days of Cains and Abels, I initially was an Abel who eventually gave my spiritual power away to nearby selfish Cains (including Donald Trump — see my last blog) and allowed them to con, manipulate and control me.
I was originally a devoted, Abel follower of Sananda and Sol-O-Man, who led the Abels. However, I devolved and became a selfish, “crooked” Cain. My resulting heart wound was self-inflicted. I had speared myself with my doubts and false beliefs, my self-aggrandizement and self-power. I had damned myself with a dagger of darkness. I eventually had developed Afib and had died of a self-skewered, dagger-damaged, broken-down, thickened and scarred heart.
Back in those ancient days, Nada-Yolanda likewise was a devoted follower of Sananda and Sol-O-Man, thus she, too, was an Abel. She was my spiritual teacher/mentor, who served under Sananda and Sol-O-Man. This was very similar to my current life in which Sananda and Sol-O-Man are in the Earth’s etheric realms, with Nada-Yolanda having been their primary prophet on Earth, and I being Nada-Yolanda’s disciple. History now was repeating itself, clearly in view although I did not fully understand it.
The Curse of Cain
Back in the days of Cains and Abels, when I “flinched” and fell from grace, Yolanda was incensed by my betrayal. She was so thoroughly annoyed and disgusted with me that she cursed me. It was like she took out her sword of truth (words of truth), stuck it deep into my heart, and repeatedly twisted and gored me with it, thereby causing additional soul-searing pain and physical damage. Her words were partly spiritual, but also partly mean-spirited and vengeful, even somewhat Cain-like. I was doubly devastated by her curse, especially since she was more evolved spiritually than I was, and thereby wielded much more spiritual power than me.
Unlike Nada-Yolanda, however, back then, Sananda and Sol-O-Man, as Seventh Ray purified masters, forgave me. He and she followed what today is a Chinese proverb: It is better to light a single candle than to curse the darkness. In other words, they kept their all-seeing eyes single on the light that remained within me as their beloved “son,” which light-love never could be extinguished, because Father-Mother-Creator-God had put it in my heart and in the hearts of all humans.
Sananda and Sol-O-Man then had simply and cleanly cut the “family” cords or threads between them and me, and let me go my own, freely chosen way (like when Jesus told Judas Iscariot to go and do what he had to do, and to do it quickly). After this, Sananda and Sol-O-Man, and a small band of their devoted followers, including Yolanda, began their journey to Mt. Shastra.
Sananda and Sol-O-Man knew that I would reap what I had sown; that I had chosen of my own free will to be their long-suffering, prodigal son. There was no need, therefore, nor was it spiritually right, to curse me and cut me to shreds; to add insult to my self-induced injury. (As Jesus would utter on the cross, Father, forgive them for they know not what they do.) Rather, resignedly, they turned me over to God for my own ongoing transmutation. Nada-Yolanda traveled with them, but she harbored a deep resentment of me, which she, too, would eventually have to transmute.
Physical Manifestations & Proof
Currently, as I reviewed all the above, I remembered and went back and read my dream on August 9, 2014, prior to the Shasta-Mission. In the dream, I observed as Nada-Yolanda’s etheric physicians diagnosed and treated the harmful crystallization and deformation in her spine, especially in her neck and low back. This spinal column deformity had impeded the flow of I Am, First Ray power through her cervical (neck) and lumbar (low back) regions. Thus, she had trouble talking the talk, and walking the walk.
As my above dream progressed, the etheric surgeons operated to dissolve and to transform her spinal vertebrae into fluid energy. Afterwards, Yolanda rested and recuperated while her neck and lumbar regions re-coalesced and re-formed into a new manifestation of health and holiness (wholeness). Angels, elos and devas oversaw and worked with this operation and recovery, with Yolanda’s de-crystallization and re-crystallization of her astral and physical spinal columns. Now her I Am, seventh or ascended body could flow more smoothly and powerfully in and through her.
In Yolanda’s lifetime on Earth, she had chronic difficulties with her neck and low back, including arthritis in both areas. The neck blockage not only affected her arms and hands (her power instruments), but also her vocal apparatus (the power of speaking the word). Yolanda realized and shared with me that her difficulties in expressing First Power power via her voice, arms and legs (walking the powerful walk on Earth) was what had caused her neck and low back problems. She eventually had both physical hips replaced, and low back surgery to relieve pressure on a sciatic nerve that cause pain especially in her legs.
In this lifetime, Yolanda also readily admitted to me on several occassions that she had problems forgiving those who opposed, betrayed or deserted her. She tended to repeatedly rail against them and to try punitively to “teach them a lesson.” In essence, she “cursed” them. And, there were times in this lifetime that she “cursed” me, which at times I deserved due to my insubordination and judgmentalness, but which she typically did in an over-the-top, exaggerated and unforgiving fashion. It was quite the “dance” that she and I did together, one that I would not wish on anyone! But the key point is that we did learn to dance, to each in our own way talk the talk and walk the walk, as teacher and disciple. In the final analysis, this whole series of experience was a blessing.
Ride Your Horse
As I gradually had learned over eons of time, there had been no need after my downfall from Abel to Cain consciousness for me to overreact and to fill my heart with excessive, self-destructive, shame and guilt. Some such shame, guilt, self-loathing and fear of repeating past mistakes were fitting and necessary as they burned into my soul the errors I had made — I could not bury the memories of my soul sickness, deny my downfall from grace or say some mantrum or a few affirmations and prayers and think that my soul scar would be fully healed.
But, in the healing and transmutation process, there comes a time when enough shame and guilt is enough. Too much guilty shame and self-flagellation causes us to become a self-righteous, crystallized, frozen, woe-is-me-beat-my-chest martyr. On an ongoing basis, we make mistakes, so in proper spiritual healing fashion, we acknowledge these errors and then repent of and reprogram them. Then we get back up on the horse from which we fell headlong to the ground, and continue our climb up the mountain.
In Revelation, John describes a man riding on a horse that has a sword coming out of its mouth. The horse, with its large size and multiple muscles, represents spiritual, I Am power. The rider is the I Am master or leader of the horse, hence of his own four lower bodies or mortal/animal nature. The horse’s sword is the sword of truth, the speaking of the words of truth.
Sometimes, we err and trample others with our horse. Other times we curse rather than forgive others. On other occassions, we get on our “high horse” and feel superior to others. Eventually, however, we fall back down from our false evaluation and elevation of ourselves. Then we climb back on our horse that now is normal sized, not small or tall. We sit straight and tall, rightly ride the horse, and speak loving, powerful words of wisdom to heal others and ourselves.
Forgive & Be Forgiven
Over time, since the days of Cains and Abels, I learned how to get back on my I Am horse, and to discover anew how to surgically cut out my remaining Cain “crap” without cutting out healthy heart cells in my Abel heart, those that rightly regulate my heartbeat and rhythm, those that keep me in harmony with God’s divine laws and rhythms. Moreover, I learned better how to forgive others “490 times,” for only by my steadfastly doing so was I forgiven and thereby my heart gradually healed. With God, no matter the sickness, all healing is possible. God is our Holy Horse, our Holy Spirit, our One Power and Presence. When we are on our Horse, God does all things in and through us.
Thus, my current physical Afib, like most serious physical disease, has been a divine blessing because it has made me look deeply into my soul, rather than as humans so often do, to deny that I had a soul sickness, a disruption and diminution of my spiritual love and power aspects. I have learned the hard way (do we ever learn our deepest lessons any other way?) to bless my temporary Afib, to let it go, to let God heal me, to have faith that God loves me, and to get on with the spiritual work at hand. On my beloved I Am horse, I have time and time again recommenced my climb up the spiritual mountain, following in the footsteps of Sananda, Sol-O-Man and Nada. They did it, therefore so can I. Am I not their beloved Son!? Are we not all beloved Sons and Daughters of Sananda and Sol-O-Man!?
Be a Good Shepherd
In the allegory in Chapter 4 of the Book of Genesis of the Holy Bible, Cain was the eldest son of the symbolic first man, Adam, and the symbolic first woman, Eve, after they had been banished from the fourth-dimensional, paradisiacal Garden of Eden due to their Third Ray error of self-power, feeling separate from God, and all other forms of soul/mortal selfishness. Abel was Cain’s younger brother.
(As I have noted before, in this Biblical allegory, Cain and Abel were two brothers, not a brother, like unto Adam, and a sister, like unto Eve, due in large measure to the patriarchal bias on Earth since the fall of fourth-dimensional humans into third-dimensional animals. So, as we enter the New or Golden Age, we need a updated, new allegory, one that is true to the spiritual law of polarity. In this lifetime, we may have one brother or one sister, but the Cain-Abel conflict still may rage within us. Men don’t fight just with men. Rather humans, men and women, fight with each other, regardless of gender.)
Meanwhile, Cain tilled the Earth, whereas Abel was a shepherd of the family’s large flock of sheep. Symbolically, Cain was a leader of the Earth’s physical elements, hence the lowest of the three, third-dimensional kingdoms of animals, plants and elements; whereas Abel was the leader of the more evolved and higher animal kingdom whose bodies incorporated the elements and minerals of the earth and its plants. Cain was a “wolf” whereas Abel was a “sheep.” Sheep were the most peaceful and loving of animals, which provided wool for clothes for humans to wear and meat for humans to eat.
As given in King David’s 23rd Psalm (“David” means Third Ray personal love): “The Lord [God] is my shepherd; I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures; he leads me besides the still waters. He restores my soul, he leads me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; for thou are with me; thy rod and thy staff comfort me. . . . And I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.”
Christ Jesus of the Seventh Ray of Divine Peace and Love Sacrifice, with his being the prototypical Lord or “Son of God,” proclaimed before the arrogant, self-righteous Pharisees in John 10:11: “I Am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep.” We as light workers especially are Sananda/Jesus’ sheep, but so are all humans on Earth and in the astral planes. All of us are to apply Third and Seventh Ray love to heal ourselves, others and the entire planet. We are all to be good shepherds of those sheep/light workers who follow in our footsteps
In ancient days, Sananda and Sol-O-Man had traveled to Mt. Shasta where they engaged in a spiritual battle of wills, words and talents with the selfish, wolfish, self-powered Cains who treated the fallen humans as slaves, who “ate” of their sinful flesh. Sananda and Sol-O-Man came to Shasta as shepherds of these souls who had devolved from the fourth-to-the-third-dimension, and thereby had taken on physical, animal bodies. At Mt. Shasta, Sananda and Sol-O-Man laid down their lives for these seemingly lost souls, who, however, still were male and female children (sheep) of our One Father-Mother God, who needed good, Godly, Abel shepherds to guide them back up the spiritual mountain to I Am consciousness; rather than wolfish Cains to cut and gore their hearts, and to feel superior and self-righteous about doing so.
Be Your Brother’s & Sister’s Keeper
As the Biblical account continues, Father-Mother God was not pleased with Cain, but offered loving praise to Abel. In response, Cain mortally felt he had been wronged — he was incensed by God’s divine, righteous, wise judgment. Rather than thank God and change his ways, Cain became so angry and jealous of Abel that he slayed him. Cain thought Abel, his younger brother, was the problem, not that he (Cain) was his own worst enemy (like unto Donald Trump and others who have not cleansed and transmuted their Cain consciousness). In the ancient battle between the Cains and the Abels, the Cains were in the vast majority, and thereby were able to dominate and defeat the Abels at Mt. Shasta in modern-day northcentral California, USA.
The Cains worshipped money, fame and self-power (earthly, mortal, lower, mortal elements and attitudes), whereas the Abels worshipped Third and Seventh Ray Love. Sananda, under the guidance of his master teacher, Lord Maitreya, received and applied the mantrum Love God and Love One Another. He and Sol-O-Man lost the battle but they won the spiritual war of wills and words: The Hierarchy appointed them as the spiritual co-leaders of Earth, which they still are today.
In the Biblical allegory, after Cain had slayed Abel, God asked Cain where his brother was? Cain replied: “I do not know, am I my brother’s keeper.” When God saw that Cain had slayed Abel and spilled his blood on the ground, God said to Cain: “You are cursed from the earth, which has opened its mouth to receive your brother’s blood from your hand.” However, then Father-Mother God added: “Whoever slays Cain, vengeance shall be taken on him sevenfold. And the Lord set a mark upon Cain, so that anyone who may find him may not kill him.” (My Afib is my remaining Cain mark.)
God loves and forgives. Thus, He-She is not vengeful, but rather rules by the divine law of karma and reincarnation — we reap what we sow. God the Good did not curse Cain. Cain cursed himself and left his selfish stain on the whole planet. Cains temporarily gained the third-dimensional world, but lost their immortal souls. They and the entire planet have suffered for this “stain of Cain consciousness” for the last 26 million years.
In ancient times, I originally cursed myself, then Yolanda doubled-down on my curse. For 26 million years, I have carried the dagger-like curse and stain of Cain in my heart. Now it is time to completely remove it, let it go and make my heart new.
Maitreya’s Peace & Love Heals
Following my banishment to Venus for Third Ray Transmutation via Personal Love, Feeling and Dedication to a Higher Cause, over a series of my lifetimes through Lemuria, Atlantis and to the modern era, most of the residue of my dual-dagger-Cain curse slowly was cleansed, corrected and transmuted. However, in Atlantis, as first recalled for me via Nada-Yolanda’s soul intunement for me about 50 years ago in my current lifetime, and in my own dream several years after that, I had left both Sol-O-Man/Mary at the Earth Temple and Nada-Yolanda at the Sun Temple, and had gone off on my own and done my own selfish, self-important, seemingly superior thing. This was a repeat of leaving Sananda, Sol-O-Man and Nada back in the days of the Cains and Abels.
Shortly after my own dream recall of this, I started having “skipped heart beats” or PVCs (premature ventricular contractions). These came and went over the years, as I took a series of two steps forward, one step back, and two more steps forward in my heart transmutation and healing. Eventually, in 2016-2017, however, I developed a much more serious heart condition and irregular heart rhythm, atrial fibrillation (Afib), which although now greatly improved, still is occurring. Conventional, physically-oriented cardiologists say this condition is due to physical genetic factors, and some of it is, as my mother also had it. But the deeper, primary causative factor is my and her remaining Cain karma or spiritually genetic soul programing coming home to roost. Serena/Aleta and I as Soliel-Robert still are reaping what we have sown.
In this lifetime, in 1974 when I joined the Mark-Age United Staff, I became Nada-Yolanda’s disciple — she was like a spiritual teacher-mother to me, second only to Sol-O-Man in the etheric planes, who is my master teacher-mom. However, the ancient conflict between Yolanda and me re-surfaced at times. Back in 2014, upon returning from the Alaska Mission, as shared above, I had written up a draft of this mission, which was to be published in our I Am Nation Newsletter in late 2014 or early 2015. This included my soul recall of how Yolanda had cursed me in ancient days.
I had shared this draft with Phillel, who then shared his dream with me in mid-December 2014. In it, I asked him who he thought would help Yolanda and me to take our next steps in our mutual transmutations and healings. Phillel suggested it might be Lord Michael, Lord Maitreya, Lady Uriel or others of the Hierarchal Board. I firmly replied that Lord Maitreya and his feminine twin soul, Lady MaYa, would oversee and direct this next step.
After due reflection, however, in our I Am Newsletter, I did not share this past history of Nada-Yolanda cursing me. My past memory of this had only limited verification, so I put it on the shelf, waiting for the right time, if ever this lifetime, to share it. I especially did not want to “demean” or be “mean” to the memory of Yolanda, after all the good things she had done for me this lifetime. All the good that I have done in this lifetime is due in large part to her.
So many other of Nada-Yolanda’s disciples and followers had left her and blamed her for their own darkness. Therefore, I was determined to protect her from one more misguided attempt to seemingly cut her down to size. Who in the world was I, her disciple, to do such a thing? Had she not ascended to the etheric planes? Had she not already transmuted her past cursing of me? If the past history was to be shared, therefore, the authorization to do so would have to be given by her to me. That was the proper chain of Hierarchal command, and I wholeheartedly accepted this.
Venusian Pink Transmutation
Maitreya is the Christ matrix of the entire Solar Love System, hence the name Maitreya partly means “mat-ray.” In Sanskrit, Maitreya comes from the root word “maitri” that means compassion or loving kindness. Maitreya is of the Seventh Ray and is the master teacher of Sananda, whereas Maitreya’s twin soul, MaYa, is the master teacher of Sol-O-Man. Since our entire Solar Love System is of the Seventh Ray, Maitreya and MaYa alone could oversee Nada-Yolanda’s and my final healing, because the conflict between us had continued during our incarnations on other planets.
When I originally was banished to Venus after the battle of the Cains and Abels, Nada was there as a teacher, soul reader and healer for me, even as she focused on her own Third Ray rebalancing. While on Venus at that time, I fully devoted myself to cleansing and transmuting my soul with pink personal love. Then, in the modern era, I again met with Nada in several sojourns on Venus, the primary Third Ray planet in this solar system, where we worked together to outline and prepare for our incarnations together at this present time. On Venus, she was known as Nona. I also recalled that I had known and worked together with Nada-Nona on other planets, preparing for my present incarnation; as well as beyond this Solar Love System and in other parts of the Milky Way Galaxy, including in the Pleiades.
Given this multi-planet relationship of Nada and me as Soliel, only Maitreya and MaYa, who are the masculine and feminine mat-rays or Christ matrices for all male and female humans in the Solar Love System, could best oversee the ongoing healing and ascension process. Furthermore, Maitreya and MaYa are the masculine-feminine prototypes for Seventh Ray ascension and redescent. Only in my seventh major initiation could I complete my healing and thereby ascend fully in my seventh or ascended light body.
Aunts & Nephews
The major error in the past and continuing in this lifetime was mine: I was a former Cain. The minor error was Nada-Yolanda’s: she was a former Abel and has remained such down through the ages. But even highly evolved ascended masters on Earth still may have some minor, negative, Cain-like karma that needs to be finally transmuted and transformed, so as to complete their ascension into full I Am consciousness.
Moreover, as Glo-Ria, El Morya’s feminine twin soul on the First Ray of Will and Power, had channeled via Nada-Yolanda, such soul transmutation and refinement continues in the first or lowest of the three etheric planes, in which one is about 98-99% in one’s ascended light body, but still 1-2% in one’s astral body. From the lowest etheric plane, one may descend at times into the highest or seventh astral plane to finalize the cleansing of all unloving memories.
Over the past 2-3 years, in the seventh phase of my seventh major initiation, I have had multiple dreams, visions and visitations with Nada in which we still are balancing the records and beginning anew. There have been times when I suddenly have remembered occassions when we were together this time on Earth in which both she and I acted in less than loving ways. Occasionally, I have been almost beside myself with my anger of, and unresolved annoyance of with, her. In those dark, crazy moments, I had begun to wonder if I ever would be able to transmute and heal my hurting heart and my vengefulness; or if she would ever truly love me.
Then, I began to realize that my dreams were not only about the two of us, but even more so they reflected and reported about the Cain-Abel battles going on throughout the light worker ranks. Especially, in my case, as pertains to my interdimensional interactions with Nada, such warring is between mothers and sons, aunts and nephews, female teachers and male disciples. Thus, my dreams with Nada-Yolanda in them are about five percent about her and me, and ninety-five percent about the negative blowback from other light workers and people in mass consciousness, both in the astral planes and on Earth. Personal family discord is the norm on Earth and in the astral realms, not the exception. It is the norm in both our personal family into which we were born in this lifetime, and in our spiritual family with whom we have evolved over the eons.
Finally, all the remnants of my past are being cleansed, forgiven and healed. Nada and I are now on the same page, of one mind and heart, she as my beloved mother #2, and I as her beloved, Seventh Ray son and disciple. Or, to be more specific, since Sol-O-Man is my primary Mom, Nada is more like my beloved Aunt and I Am her loving Nephew.
Moreover, all this final soul healing and transmutation with Yolanda and me is taking place in the Huge Loving Heart of BIG MaMa, with BIG PaPa assisting her. It is BIG MaMa’s incomparable Seventh Ray peace and love that is facilitating this latest step, this re-manifestation and re-crystallization of Nada’s and Soliel’s pure I Am love of one another. Moreover, Nada’s and my (Soliel’s) teamwork with BIG MaMa is radiating out to the entire Solar Love System, and even beyond it.
Nada’s Blessing
On September 17, 2024, when I completed this above draft about Cain curses, an incredible, loving, motherly presence came over me. Shortly, I knew it was Nada in all her etheric glory. Before this, I had not received a final go ahead from her for writing the 
above version of this blog, but I had just woke up in the morning clearly knowing from within that it was time to do so. Nada now told me that she was the one who had inspired me to do so. She explained that she had been cautioned by her etheric, angelic and Elo teachers not to tell me this until I had stepped out on faith and start writing it. It was part and parcel of my evolution to ascended mastership on Earth.
At first, Nada now gave me a “thumb’s up” sign, which is not anything that I would have expected her to do, which when she was on Earth never had done, so this added some validity to what I was seeing and feeling — I was not making this up. She then shared that she had been looking forward to this moment from the time she had made her transition in 2005 and had ascended to the lowest of the three etheric planes. Over the last nineteen years, she had done what she could to work interdimensionally with this transmutation of our mutual karma, but that she could not force herself on me to get me to do my part. I had to do it of my own free will, to trust my own spiritual understanding and wisdom that it was the right time to share all of this publicly, to love her fully even if I did not first fully feel her loving me.
Nada now firmly and fully confirmed that she authorized and authenticated what I had written. It met with her entire approval. She also said that she knew that what I would write now would be done in all fairness to the two of us, that there would be no shame-and-blame game in my appraisal of her and me, that I would follow the Middle Way of peace, love, cooperation and coordination. After all, she said, I had done this in my blog blog Donald Trump. She was convinced that I now had such a good heart that I would stick to the truth and wisely present it in a balanced fashion. She was totally proud of, and pleased with, me for doing so!
Heaven on Earth
I was utterly floored by her sharing and her loving presence. I never had felt closer to her. The final blockages in my heart in regard to her were gone, and evidently the same was 
true of her own heart. This was Nada-Yolanda that I never before had felt or perceived, a totally loving, forgiving, selfless, compassionate Woman. (See photo to right of Nada and me surrounded in gold and white light; the brilliant sphere above and between us symbolizes BIG MaMa.) I wondered if she had now graduated to the second of the three etheric planes, or maybe even to the third, highest one where Sananda and Sol-O-Man reside.
This current exchange between us was so moving emotionally that I had to get up from my computer chair and walk around my apartment as part of processing, accepting and grounding this, with my softly but profusely crying throughout my walk. Twenty-six million years of suffering was now transmuted and released. She and I were free! God is Great! Nada is Great! As she as Nada-Yolanda when she was here in her past lifetime often proclaimed, Love conquers all!
Later that morning, I drove into town. Nada was with me the whole time, including in the restaurant where I had my lunch. Sol-O-Man was with her. When I got back home, Nada was again with me as I took my afternoon nap. We reveled in our ongoing love fest. I rested in a peaceful and loving way that I never had felt before, probably going back 26 million years ago. Peering into my heart, my double-dagger, the worst thorn that had been in my flesh for eons, was gone!
I got up, did what I could do to further absorb all this, and to feel at least somewhat “normal” and grounded. Eventually, I toasted Nada with a glass of wine (in good Third Ray fashion, my blood/water symbolically had been transmuted to Christ love flow/wine). Then I ate a huge bowl of buttered popcorn to further celebrate and let down, after which I eventually went to bed a very happy man.
Before going to sleep, I profusely thanked BIG MaMa for her part in this whole crystallization, de-crystallization and re-crystallization at an entirely new level of peace, love, cooperation and coordination. I felt BIG MaMa’s Holy Mother Presence around Nada and Me (Soliel). BIG MaMa’s abiding, loving, powerful, cosmic love had made all of Nada’s and my reconfiguration possible. God is Great. Big MaMa is Great. Nada is Great. And I Am becoming Great.
Well Done
I slept deeply and well that night. The next morning, September 18th, in my meditation, after my working a long time with spiritual protection, Nada again totally transfigured me. She shared that I had been the first of the former Cains to fully break through to I Am Abel consciousness. When she had ascended in 2005, she had done so as an Abel. Now, I had followed her as a reborn Cain, one who has zealously repented and made all things new as an Abel.
Nada then proclaimed that now that I had opened this new doorway from the seventh astral plane into the first etheric plane, many other past Cains, both on Earth and in the astral planes who now deny their residual soul darkness, will be quicken and thereby be better able to follow in my powerful and loving footsteps. What one person does, all others can do. This will accelerate and speed up the transmutation and quickening of the astral and physical planes, and thereby will move us as one spiritual family closer to the Second Coming. Herein again is the principle and cosmic truth that I, when I be lifted up, lift all others unto me.
Nada then lovingly and humbly thanked me for helping her do her part in this interdimensional teamwork with her, which about staggered me. She explained that since her transition and ascension in 2005, she karmically had been attached to me because of her having cursed me and caused me so much pain. She, therefore, was obligated to do all she could to help me over these last nineteen years — she could not be free until I was free.
Now that I transmuted my karma, she could move onward and upward in the etheric planes, to have a new, loving relationship with me and with others who had cursed her in the past, and to be even more herself as Nada, which name means the Nothingness out of which all things come; to have nothing but love in your heart. Not only had I been reborn, but so, too, had she. We had done this together, thereby linking more clearly and cleanly the etheric, astral and physical planes!
Nada then looked lovingly into my eyes and my heart, and proclaimed: Soliel-Robert, you are my beloved, #1, favorite Nephew, in whom I, as your Aunt, Am well pleased! And she hugged me to her Huge Nada Heart!!
She finished this extraordinary, out-of-this-world communion by saying: We give thanks to Sol-O-Man, Lady Uriel, MaiTrix, Solaria and especially to BIG MaMa; as well as to Sananda, Lord Ariel, LoGos, Solios and Big PaPa. All now is in divine order, from above to below. We are now in the New Age in the astral planes and on Earth-Heart. So be it.
Go Forth & Multiply
In your meditations over the next week or so, link first with your I Am Self, then with Nada. Ask her to help you with remembering and rediscovering any remaining “dastardly dagger” in your heart, any self-inflicted wound in any part of your astral and physical bodies. Believe and know that she will help you as Nada of the Karmic Board. She knows your heart. She knows your mind. She knows your I Am Self. She knows the way forward. She loves you as you are and as you are going to be. She is with you, for you, forgiving you as you forgive others. She knows who are your friends and who are your enemies. Nada Knows!
Who is the person that still tries to stick his or her dagger in your heart? If could be a brother or sister, a son or daughter, a husband or wife, a parent, a seeming friend who is a woof, someone at work, or any number of others. Who is it that you have pierced with your angry, self-righteous, over-the-top anger, jealously or downright meanness? Who is it out in the world, including in politics, that you have yet to forgive, or upon whom you are to wield the sword when it is proper to do so?
Begin anew to take a new step forward with such a person, with any friend or foe, to tell them the truth, to love them and then to let them go, to hail the Christ in them rather than curse their darkness. Remember always that you, when you are lifted up, will lift this person unto you, if indeed they chose to let you do so. So, you can say to them inwardly or outwardly, as Christ Jesus did, follow me and I will give you peace and love. Then let them make up their own decisions as to how they want to see and treat you. Ideally, they will decide they will “meet you in the middle,” with peace and love. If not, up the mountain you keeping going.
As so guided from within, next call upon Sol-O-Man/Mary to help and assist you in your becoming wiser and more compassionate, better able to wield the sword and to love and forgive, to be your I Am Self, a glorious child of Father-Mother God. Sol-O-Man loves you. She is your primary Earth ascended master mom. She loves you just as you are, and has faith that you will become even better. Think some more about your personal mom of this lifetime. What old “stuff” is still keeping you two apart? How can you be more truthful and loving with her?
Continue along these lines with Lady Uriel, feminine Archangel of the Seventh Ray. The “U” in her name symbolizes her Cosmic Uterus. It also stands for “to uplift” with divine, feminine love, to “undo” the darkness of the past, to “understand” and perceive how others still may be demeaning you behind your back, sneaking up as a wolf on you to destroy you. Uriel and other angels are guarding and guiding you. Thank and love Her and Them for this. Feel it. Be in Uriel’s womb or heart. Be born again in a new heaven on a new Earth.
Finally, link with MaiTrix, Solaria and especially with BIG MaMa, the spiritual Queen of the Solar Love System. It may feel at first that you are too small and insignificant for Her to know about and love you. But that is hogwash. She has loved me as a former Cain, so surely she will love and hug you, no matter what your soul record is, no matter how far you have climbed up your spiritual mountain to I Am consciousness. Her heart is so Huge that it has room for each and every soul on Earth, in its astral planes and in its etheric realms; and for all souls on all planets and the Sun.
BIG MaMa loves you!!! She is the MOM of Moms. No other Mom loves you more. Think of her as being MOM. You are in the O, meaning in her womb or heart. She is all around you, to the left half (left M) and right half (right M) of you, above you and below you. She is Mothering you, and is always there when you need Her, wiping away your tears, getting you to smile again, and helping you to get back up and on your Feminine Horse.
She is Feminine Peace and Love personified. She is always willing to cooperate and coordinate with you. She with BIG PaPa are the Holy Spirit Team that now is pouring out upon your flesh and into your holy heart. Thank You, MOM and DAD!
Ask and receive. Seek and find. Knock and it shall be opened unto you. Om!
Thank you for your wonderful sharing! I feel simultaneously uplifted and humbled by the Light and Love so evident in your writing. Truly love in action!